Okay so I know this sounds ridiculous, but it’s literally taking over my life at the moment and I need to sort it out. I have a lot of unresolved feelings/issues to do with our relationship and I really want to talk to him about it, but I don’t know where to start and I’m not even sure how I feel. I miss him so much, and I miss his company.

I still think about him all the time and hate the thought of him being with her girlfriend now. Does this sound like I’m still in love with him? I know it sounds crazy but I really don’t know. I feel like I’ve grown a lot as a person in the last few months so I don’t know if I’m just sad about what could have been and missing him as a person, or whether I actually do want him back.