Awake again. too early. cant get back to bed. Gay! I’ve noticed that everyone wears different masks. The person who appears the most confident could be the most insecure and nicest person might be the biggest bitch behind closed doors. The pattern is that everyone chooses to be the opposite of how they really are. They want to be perceived as what they think others want them to be. But if everyone is pretending for people who aren’t even genuine to themselves, Why do I even bother?