I could brush it off and pretend like I don't notice but I do. When I allow myself to over analyze the situation it sucks and I mean really sucks. What sucks even more is that there's not much to do about it because this is who I am and though I love the person i've grown into, the insecure little girl from the past isn't too far behind. I'm just having one of those nights when the insecurity is starting to creep up and I have no choice but to be consumed by it.