I can't sleep. It's happening again. My thoughts keeps running in my head. I feel sad but I have no one to talk to. I think about you, about us. If there's really an us. I'm afraid to asked what I am to you. I'm afraid you'd paused and think and that would break me. I'm not really sure what to expect. I'm not really sure if I worth something. Maybe I shouldn't feel like this. Maybe I'm not allowed to feel like this. Maybe I'm overstepping my line but where should I stand? It's happening again. I'm waiting for someone to leave me and I can't do anything to stop him because who am I really?