So I'm here feeling all sorts of emotions. I'm here to hide. I'm here to vent out. I'm here because I have nowhere to go or no one to talk to. I'm here because I feel so alone and it consumes me. I'm not sure what to say though I'm just typing thinking maybe it would take away the weight in my heart, maybe I could make my tears stopped. I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes I'm happy and wants to live life and sometimes I'm like this, I'm sad? I don't even know what to call this. I feel like I have no one. My parents are downstairs and they have no idea who I am or what's wrong with me. What's wrong with me?! I feel like there's so pain that I can't explain! I'm okay being alone but I hate being lonely.