I just woke up from a dream. You were there...with someone else. You were touching her back so she was so closed to you. Kissing her neck, her lips. Whispering to her ears. She was blonde. Pretty. I watched you and then I woke up. It was so vivid. It was so real. I woke up with a heavy feeling in my chest as if it wasn't heavy enough already and every time I close my eyes I see that picture. I can't even used sleep as my escape anymore. How did I let myself fell in this deep hole?