Guess who broke the silence? Of course, its me. And I think it was a stupid mistake and I knew that but I still texted him anyway. I even told him that I was thinking about him all day. Ugh! I am so stupid. What happened to my self control? He clearly don't give a fucking damn. Why can't I just accept that and just move on with my life? He was never really mine to lose so what the fuck am I doing? Wake the fuck up, self!!